My Fight

My Fight

I honestly need to say that within me is buried enormous amount of fights that I need to have against myself. We all know that fighting against yourself is never an easy task but it is always a task which makes you better. The ultimate goal is to become a better human being, but it is not easy. Somehow that voice within me is not always easy to win against, it is always in which fight or against what are we fighting. I know that I should give it a time and that everything happens not in just one night, that I need work on everything I wish to change. But I believe in myself, somehow I know that at the end I will prevail. My enemy is my mind, and to bring him back in to shape he always need to be focused on particular things, on the things I wish to improve, but not on everything at the same time, but only at one thing at the time until I am not done with that same thing. Until I honesty can say that I did it. Most of the time I am good at it, sometimes also more then the good. But there are also those days when from the morning I woke up I need to start fighting because I am noticing that something inside of me is fighting against me. Those are really hard days and the only thing that helps me is to go somewhere where calm is and to shut down, to meditate, to take the control over my mind. But thats the life, those are fight we all have. The only difference is that some of us are letting it be just as it is, and some are actually fighting against it. Some of us are happy with average and some of us wish more from the life. And to get more from the life we also need to give more then the average. Yes sometimes its also painful but I get used to it. I will not say that I enjoy the pain. I can only say that I know that in that pain and in that uncomfort zone I am growing. Yes I am adopting animal, we all are, just some do not wish to adopt and some are ready to do it. It is unpleasant and in those unpleasant moments we actually are able to see how really powerful mind is. I am happy that I can filter my thoughts, that I can control my thoughts, but its not always easy. I know that everything wort fighting is not easy, and thats the reason why I am fighting. At the end I can not say that I am happy with myself until I can say that I can adopt to everything I wish to be. Thanks for reading and God Bless You !!

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