Bulletproof

Bulletproof

Playing with my mind as a kid and always trying to develop that method, always following those photos, always, always influencing those photos somehow I noticed that I was also able to influence other people. Also I noticed that that my mind can be really powerful or even destructive weapon. I was able to bring people to laugh but also I was able to bring enormous pain among the others. My ex said to me that I always knew how to use words. But what is it so bad with it. The fact is that in my body are living the God and the Devil. Yes, they were not in harmony in the past because I didn't knew it. These days they are actually like Ying and Yang, they are living in harmony and the harmony is peace. Devil is suspended, but not life long. He needs to come outside, or if I don’t left him from time to tome to come outside he can become so strong that he can take control one more time. The thing is that he is in jail, but every time when I notice that I can be in danger I’m releasing him outside. I don’t lie, thats the decision I made, and in moments when I need to lie I choose not and in those moments he wants to come out, but I’m not allowing it and I will never allow it. The truth shows me the way, she makes my eyes wide open and I’m able to see the world from different perspective and this kind of perspective I love with all my hearth. I'm not going against my will, against my hearth. Yes there are fight I need to win but after all my inner peace is one more time there. I take'd it as a gift but its also a curse, because to prevail it, you need to be hones and the honesty is the path of pain. But after so many years of pain, after so many years living in lie the time has come to be what I really am, no matter what others are going to say or think about me. Everything they think they will also say, because people speaks what they think about. Those pictures in my mind somehow become so precious, somehow they became my reason for living, somehow they became my purpose, they are fulfilling me and at the same time they are making me happy. Somehow I know, to accomplish those photos I need to follow my hearth, because my hearth is showing the way how to do it. And I am doing it every day. I’m focused like never before on that whisper from within and I will never quit, it already became my habit. After all, I’m on this world sent to be happy and to live abundant life. Most of them don’t understand it. I tried to explain but they don’t understand it. But I will never quit trying, I will never quit speaking because I know that every time I say it, it stays in they mind even if they don’t understand it and in the moments when they need it, the doors of they own mind are going to open and they are going to understand it. I will never quit helping, because thats the road im croaching, its the road to help all human beings. You may judge, but know that I will not judge you. The best thing I can do is to forgive you and to continue with my life. Thanks for reading !!