Getting Old

Getting Old

I as a human being will never get old because within I'm feeling like adolescent, like one who just made 15. It|s not important how does man looks outside. The fact is that beauty fades aways, the inner is what counts. The inner life is the only life one should live because the life outside is the life of our inner life. Sadly most of us don’t have a courage to follow that voice deep within no matter what. I the one that found hes inner peace and who|s following that voice deep down within am seeing so many things after I decided to follow that voice, after I decided that I'm going to follow it no matter what he is going to ask me. More I'm following it, more I'm happy as human being, more I'm getting what I wish. It became my life philosophy, it became only thing that I'm willing to do. One could ask why I decided to do it ? Because following that voice I know that I'm going to accomplish everything I ever wanted to be. Nothing is important anymore, after so much suffering and after so much crying the only thing I can do is to surrender to that voice. But I am also ready to win against him because I know how to do it. If he is going to say me a things that are not setting me on the path of growth I'm ready to win against it. But I noticed that that voice is actually the voice of the self improvement. Also that means if I do everything hes asking, I'm everyday going to be better then yesterday and these days thats the only goal I'm searching. I already did so much dangerous things and defeated so many dangerous opponents just because I followed that voice. Somehow I noticed that people are afraid, not afraid of me but afraid because I could say the truth about them. Following the guidance from withing is following the path of truth. But I need to follow that voice because my ultimate decision is to improve myself and never give up, never. After so many years living the average life and after forgetting on that voice something happened. I became self-consciousness one more time. And in those moments that voice did not whispered, he yelled and said to me that if I'm willing to become what I ever wanted to be that I need to follow him. As a kid I always wanted to live my dreams, and it was so until the age of 20. These days I'm 30 and before 9 months I discovered that voice one more time. These days, be aware, I will never more go against him. The one who is not showing respect to me should not except respect from me. I'm not excepting nothing from anyone but I'm excepting everything I wish to become from myself. I'm the ultimate animal I need to win against and I'm doing it daily, don’t be afraid of me, I will give you love. But if you decide to take that love and give me hate in return be aware because that voice is in the moment transformed in something really dangerous and because I'm following it, I will do whatever he says. Yes I allowed to myself after so many years to be what I really am and there is no one on this world who can stop me, because I will never change for someone except for myself. Thanks for reading !!!