Universe Within Me

Universe Within Me

There is nothing I can not do and nothing I cannot be. Everything lies within me. The life starts to change when one starts to live from within to without. When one starts analyzing himself, when one starts asking himself a question about self-improvement. Walking the road of my hearth is the biggest adventure of my life. My heart every day finds inspiration in new things, in things I even didn't imagine I was going to see or do. Somehow I’m only focused on that little voice deep within me. Somehow I know that hes showing me the way of my dreams. From the day I became follower I discovered so many things about me, I discovered that actually I am the one that holds the key of everything I ever wanted to be. But to be able to follow that voice within me I first needed to suffer. I first needed to go in to the tunnel or one could also say in to the whole, to find myself on the bottom of the life. On the bottom of life, I found myself, but I also came on knowledge and on wisdom I was seeking my entire life. Never more will I gather unsaid words and gather feelings in myself. From the day I really started to follow that voice no matter what hes saying I found courage, I found a courage to go and face my fears, just to see that  fear doesn't exist, that they are nothing else then the games of my mind, the games that are trying to set limits upon me. Why to have limits when they don’t exist, why to be afraid when I can have courage, why not to believe in myself when everything starts with faith, faith in my self, in my potential in my hearth. Its not easy, but with the time I’m going to get used to it. After all what is a man if hes not capable to change. What is a man if hes going to stay whole his life in comfort zone ? These days I know that actually only bad thing is comfort zone, and because of that I’m not living anymore there. It’s not that I'm enjoying the pain, but I know that i can only grow as a human being on place called pain. You may judge me but its my decision, is a decision of my hearth, and because I became one who follows his hearth I also need to follow the pain, just so I can grow, just I so can become the true I, to become better then yesterday. Seams crazy but these days that seams the only right path I should follow. I’m aware that maybe I’m going to hurt to much people but after all its they decision if they are going to feel themselves hurt'ed, not my. My decision is to be happy, to preserve my inner peace and to take everything I ever wanted. Maybe the closest one to me, are not able to understand it, but don’t worry everything will be OK and at the end everything you will be able to say is “ He did it. I’m so proud of him !”