The Path Of Loneliness

Walking The Path Of Loneliness

Somewhere and somehow in the Past I used the Sand of Time, to go back in to my Past, to see everything one more time, everything I was, everything I did, everyone I helped, every bad deed I did. And then in one particular moment I decided that I need to change, that I don’t like what I saw. That I mostly did more bad things then then the good ones, that I judged, lied, from time to time steeling small things, but steeling, that I was not alright with myself, that I loved everyone and everything more then me, that I, myself never was at  the first place and they used it very well. Then I also saw a beautiful memories, when I was doing things that I loved to do, the things I was passionate to do, the things that brought me happiness. Then I asked myself a question, why am I not doing it anymore, whats the reason that I stopped doing things that I loved ? And then came the answer, I just needed to ask. It was everything because of me. I decided that society will influence on me, that I will quit with every goal I set, that I will be most laziest living being on the planet, that I will not love myself and be in the fight with myself, it was REALLY EVERYTHING ONLY BECAUSE OF ME !!! That is the reason that I decided to change, because if you see that you are not in good relationship with yourself only normal thing is to absolutely decide to change and start working on changes from the day I decided. As the time was passing I noticed that I am not unhappy any more, that I started to laugh more and more everyday that I started to deliver happiness on others peoples faces even if I needed to do something that at the end I will be crazy in they eyes. And then I noticed I liked it, I like the hustle, I like to be different but most of all, I like that I find myself one more time, that I'm happy every day from the moment I woke up, that I´m working on myself everyday, that I decided to fight with the life and that these days, I have BEST RELATIONSHIP EVER WITH MYSELF !!! Thanks for reading !!!