Back to The Future

Back to The Future

I don’t know why, but whole my life I was a dreamer, whole my life I was chasing my dreams. But one day I noticed that my dreams actually became nightmares. I found my self on the bottom of the life and I was going to decide between life and death. It was until now the most hardest decision I was going to make. Somehow I decided to live, somehow I saw the light in that dark tunnel and I started to follow it. The light spoken to me and I became a follower of the light. I didn't change, I still have the same dreams but these days they are not nightmares they become my life goals, my life purpose. Why should I allow it one more time that my dreams become night mares when on the contrary, I can fight for my dreams. Later I also realized why my dreams became night mares, and the answer is actually quiet simple. Its because I never worked for my dreams, I was expecting so much from the life and I was not willing to give anything in return. These days things are different, I am dreamer and I will never change it but I am also daily working on my dreams, also these days my dreams are my goals. Every day I'm pushing myself, I'm winning against myself because only so there is possibility that they are going to become my reality. To be able to dream is really wonderful thing but sadly most of the people forget how to do it. The reason is same actually, they dreams became nightmares, and they decided not to dream. But from time to time those dreams are coming upon them. I wish to dream every day, I am also daydreaming. But at last I'm giving it a shot. Somehow deep inside of me there is that light that says that these time I'm going to succeed and I'm believing in it. After all everything starts with faith, with faith in yourself. I wouldn't do it if I don’t have enough faith in myself. And I will never quit fighting for it. To look in to the future always somehow seemed natural for me. But I didn't know how to achieve it. But that light explained it to me, that life said to me how I'm going to achieve it and what I need to do to achieve it. Looking on the negative things and trying to find some positive seams natural path to follow, to become optimist I already did. These days life is somehow beautiful, I'm enjoying every day I have, because I’m aware that every new day I get is a gift, is a opportunity that I get to chase those dreams and to follow my hearth. Maybe people don’t understand me these days, but after so many years I’m the one who understands. I’m the one who started to love myself. And believe it or not it seams naturally, somehow in my mind everything starts with self-love, self-respect and self-development. Thanks for reading !!