Daily Struggle

Daily Struggle

Sometimes its hard, I don’t wish to do it, but in those hard moments I’m aware that I need to, I’m aware that I’m building momentum and I know that I gave myself a promise to never give up. Why should I brake a promise against myself, it doesn't make any sense, but not only against myself also against every other human being. I’m not lier and I choose not to be. Why to live in a lie when reality and the truth are so much better. I know it takes time, everything we do it does. We need to invest energy and time in everything we do. And now in these moment I’m doing it, not because I don’t want it but because I do. Because I don’t wanna live average life anymore, because I wanna take everything I was send on thins planet to have. I'm not asking to much, I only wish my dreams. They are mine and they will never go away. Thats the reason I’m doing it. Even if they don’t understand it, I do. Somehow I started to believe in myself, somehow I found a courage to be what I wish to be, to become what I wish to be, to become real me. Its not going to be easy, but I’m willing to fight, to fight against myself. I do not have enemy except myself, I’m aware of it. I know that I’m not alone, on the contrary the God is on my side and thats enough. Hard times came upon me but I’m fighting like a lion. At the end I will prevail and those bad times are going to form me, form me as a better human being, the one I wish to be. I cant say a thing, because the truth is when one is not happy with himself, the time has come to change. To change myself these days seams as the only path I should follow and fighting against myself I am actually fighting against my bad habits, I'm replacing them with the good ones, with the positive ones. To judge others seams unfair, thats the reason why I am judging myself, thats the reason why I see all the things I need to improve, and never more will I settle, never more will I think about myself as that I am a perfect human beings when the fact is that I will never be. Thanks for reading !