All my Sins

My Sins:

Dear God I´m sorry for all bad things I ever did and I´m going to do. I´m sorry for every lie, my mouth did spoken. I´m truly sorry that I was lying too my parents, too my brother, too my grandfather, too my teacher, professor, trainer etc. I´m sorry for every bad word I did say too my Mother, too my Father too my Brother, too stranger on the street. I´m sorry for every bad tough I was thinking. I´m sorry for my night life, for all those alcohol, that I drink without limit. Now I see it was a mistake. I´m sorry that I start to smoke, I just wan'ted too be like everyone else. But now I see it was mistake. I was destroying my lungs consciously, and I knew it, but I didn't care. I´m sorry that I was lying too the Priest when I was making confession of my sins. Probably I didn't wan't that he say how bad person I am. I`m sorry for every bad word that I did say, about another people when they weren't there. I´m sorry that I raise my hand on my Mother on my Brother. I´m sorry that I´m bad Son. I´m sorry for everything I stole. I´m sorry for every fight that started because of me. I´m sorry for taking drugs. I was doing it, because I forgot too dream.

I was using it so I can dream. But now I see, it was biggest mistake of my life. Drugs destroyed my brain, they destroyed my nerves, they destroyed my patience. They make'd devil out of me. I was ready too do everything just too get another shot.  I`m sorry that I destroyed my car, and I blamed my Woman for it. It destroyed almost our relationship. I´m sorry for every time that I scream´d on my Wife. She didn't deserve it. I´m sorry that I tried to cheat on her. Now I know that she loves me with whole her heart. I´m sorry that I was skipping classes in school. Now I see, I see that I was stupid. I didn't saw, it was for my good sake. I´m sorry that I didn't care for anything. I'm sorry that I escaped from Home. My mother was probably crying without end.  I´m sorry that I didn't helped too my parents more. I´m sorry that I forgot how to dream. I´m sorry that I forgot how to set a goal in life. I´m sorry that I was afraid of everything, and because of that, every worth that I spoke'd was offensive. I´m sorry that I was without motivation. I´m sorry for every year I wasn't home for Christmas. I know that i hurt'd my parents because of that. I was young, I didn't care. I was just caring for myself. I´m sorry that my second love was money. I was willing too do everything for it. I´m sorry that I was lazy. I´m sorry for going against the Law. I´m sorry that im just a man and really bad one. Dear God I´m sorry for everything.

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